Insanity

Woei it's me again!
I Just read something that totally pissed me of ( how un-lady like..:P) What is wrong with some people these days? Ugh I won't get into details cos I don't want to hurt anyone ( ugh why do I even care if I hurt anyone? I wanna be a selfish, just like everyone else..) But it's sooo unfair to judge people by there looks, or if you wanna be someone your not. And don't sell said little stories to me about how hard life can be..I know! I experienced it first hand!! But I don't want to talk about it anymore, I don't need pitty unlike some other people.
One of my friends isn't doing well and it scared the shit out of me, please take good care huh? It sucks..:(
On the other hand me is fine...me is happy ( ok that sounds wrong when you have a friend in need but I am not much of a help feeling desperate huh? ). It's like I switched to perfect pammy mode... Ok I am far from perfect but let's say I'm finally in balance again. I am happy...something I haven't been in a long long time. I finally learned to take care of me first and then of others.
San and I had a big talk last week which made me understand that I have controll on my life and not others... I should stop caring what others think and start being me.
Oh noooo one of my in depth posts... I promise next one will be short and filled with hapiness..:P