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Am I the only one these days who doesn't like j-rock and j-pop? Ugh it sounds awfull ( yeah well says a girl who once was a huuuge take that fan..so that doesn't say much..:P ) I don't know what to think these days. This "lolita" thing is getting way out of hand for some people. All I can think is damn it's a clothing thing not a life style!! That huge fuss that everybody is making about smoking while being dressed lolita. So what? It's not cosplay were you totally have to look like the figure your cosplaying. ( with all respect to those of you who are pretty good at cosplaying I just don't get it...I am a morron...) If I feel like smoking wearing my pretty dress I'm gonna smoke...
Why don't people just relax?
I am feeling bleghie at the moment, it doesn't matter what I eat everything makes me feel like I am going to throw up, and no I am not pregnant. It just that food makes me sick... I've been losing weight again, I changed my eating patern and somehow my body got so used to it it doesn't want any food..:P I've lost 17 kilo's since august ( yeah me takes the time for it..:P ) and I just wanna loose the next three or so...
I can't help standing in front of a mirrow hearing those comments of others and it makes me soooo mad! I wanna be over it! I want to forget what was said but it's still there. And I'm like look at me! I've worked so hard to loose that weight and still I am being judged by others. But I don't want to get all melo dramatic again.
Do you sometimes have that feeling that someone doesn't like you and you have no idea what you did wrong? That's weird...I don't know why but somehow people find me arrogant... I don't know why..I am not that arrogant am I?
Ugh I am ranting....
Ok I wanna end with some happy news:

DAD IS GOING HOME!!!! :)

Comments

i'm so glad your dad can go home!
and you're not the only one who doesn't like jrock/jpop, i do like it though. a lot of lolita probably like it because lolita is a japanese fashion. but don't worry, not all lolita like jrock ;)
and i just don't care about the whole lolita smoking thing, i totally agree with you :)
a lot of peple are over-reacting, and you're not the only one who thinks this ^^;;
I do like J-pop and J-rock, but also lots of other music xD

and let people talk... you're a wonderful person, with a wonderful figure! Really! Trust me when I say this ^__^ I like you the way you are, and you're not arrogant at all. *gives big hug*

so good that your dad's going home again!
sniffels.. I like jrock/pop music.. but I don't like most of the people who go to the concerts..
Maybe I am just crazy that I like all kinds of music..
I've been listening to a lot of diffrent styles all my live..
Cosplay is a thing I don't really like but it would be a nice challange to do it one day.

Gelukkig komt in iedergeval je vader thuis!
You're not the only one that doesn't like Japanese music just because it's japanese. I don't like it either. I've heard a few nice songs, but those just had a pleasant melody to them.

Rant as much as you wish: it's YOUR journal... blow of steam that usually feels good. You're definately not arrogant. Only your character Luna is. You yourself are a friendly, caring and compassionate person.

And congrat's on your father's going home, I'll certainly hope for you(and him) that he will recover completely very soon.
If you don't like j-rock/pop, then that's just fine! I mean, you don't HAVE to listen to it if you don't want to (which is the great thing about the numerous music styles in this world XD) and I totally agree with you, both styles have some song that are quite enjoyable and others at which you can easily want to throw your stereo out of the window! (Well, not literally of course, but you get my point. ^^)

And...is that really such a point of discussion then? Smoking while wearing lolita...no, sorry, I can't quite understand why people are making such a fuss out of it. I mean, smokers want to smoke. Period. And they should be able to, whatever they are wearing/whatever they're lifestyle is. (I mean lifestyles in general, lolita is a clothingstyle, just as you said) *sigh* Sorry that I can't help you with this, but I'm at a complete loss...

Wait...17 kilo's...since August? That's...amazing...wow, no, really, it is! I hear girls that talk about dieiting and they haven't even lost half of the weight you lost in the double period of time you used! Excellent!
But but...as you said it, your body probably has adapted to that diet of yours, so you'd best take it easy and slowly build up to more heavier foods. (with heavy I mean high calory value and suchies, don't know much about dieiting, sorry!)

Ah yes...those comments that you talked about a few entries back? Well...I don't know if this helps at all, but if I EVER even THINK of making that kind of comment, you can kick me. Really! That kind of discirmination (which it, simply put, just is) pisses me off SO much! People should just take you for what you are! Not (Even though they don't know they did it) force you into this dieiting thing! Right, I'd rather stop here, I'll only get angrier if I keep on thinking about it anyway...

And no, from that short time that I met you on the MWF, I could immediatly see that you are NOTHING like Luna, no arrogance, no bitchy-ness, nothing. So don't let people fool you into thinking that you are, because you're not! ^__^

And *sigh of relief* that last line made me feel so much better...I'm really glad for you and for him, of course! Yep. *nods*

(OMG! Wat een lap text! XD)
a I love replies...and I am deeply in love with long replies..
* shuts up before you get wrong ideas of me* lol!
Thank you...I hardly know you but thanks for taking the time. to read and reply.:)
yo,yo

pammie je bent zo mooi zoals je bent. je hoeft niet persee aftevallen. je kids op school vinden je een prinses en dan vindt sander en ik ook en hugo. vast nog heel veel meer mensen. je moet alleen afvallen omdat je je daar zelf beter bij voelt. ik wordt er bijna zelf onzeker van zoveel als jij je zorgen maakt over jezelf. de mensen die je zo laten voelen zijn het echt niet waart!!!! ze zijn jarloers op hoe goed je met mensen om kan gaan en je entoshastme, en talent voor leven met een lach, en je kontstante geglunder.
alsjeblieft pammie je bent prachtig echt waar!!!!
dank je wel..onzekerheid is een ziekte..:P