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Me being evil.

I am evil and I like it eventhough it kinda scared me..
I just read something that made me utterly happy tho it wasn't supposed to make anyone happy..Sometimes once misserie can make you happy.. I know I sound absolutely unreasenable..and it's mean and awfull but it's the way I  feel.... Just like  I said sometimes I  am evil....:P Or maybe it's Jewel who makes me evil...damn her songs really rock me to sleep...I don't wanna drown in her sweetness so I start being evil... wahetever...
And before people start wondering...being evil is something totally different then being arrogant.

I've got the day off....I just got out of bed and I still feel like I can sleep all day..but I gotta do the household..and some phone calls..and some sewing if I ever get my ass in front of my sewingmachine...I like sewing but I am such a newbie when it comes to sewing. Oh and some some shopping, my boss is getting a daughter soon and sincer everybody thinks I am on "that" age I am supposed to buy something for the little one. Not that I mind it's a good excuse to go shopping..and who doens't love the baby departement? Yesterday I heard that the skirt I want is ordered it's sooooo pretty and sooooo expensive...

http://innocent-w.jp/shopping/skirt/064202/p.jpg

How am I going to co-ordinate that huh? :P

And next month I'll be doing a fanplusfriend group order...to test my organizing skills..;)
I am still thinking about what I should get... I am pretty sure about this one
http://store.prostores.com/fanplusfriend/images/loli/jacket/ME00001_01.jpg
To go with my Meta velveteen skirt... There's lots of other stuff I want but I don't know if I have to money for it so I shall see...
Yeah I am pretty materialistic these days, I work hard, and most of my clothes are becoming to big so I've got some good excuses...:P

Comments

There's also a big difference between taking the time to make yourself feel good and being evil. I don't think you're ultimately evil, you've still got your moral values and the suches, right? When you start pulling out spiders' legs just for fun and find pleasure in that, that's when you should start calling yourself evil. For now you just have to do what you feel is right. It's impossible to please the whole world and don't ever let anyone trample over you.

Aside from that, wowy! Such pretty pretty clothes ^__^ *can't wait to see you in them* And we're all materialistic up to some point. If it makes you feel good and doesn't hurt anybody, why not, ne? ^__^

Keep your chin up dear and gimme a kick on msn from time to time *ish busy with graduating*
you're making me curious about what made you feel so good that shouldn't have made anybody feel so good xD

en je moet dat jasje nemen! Die is zomfg pwetty!!! ^__^ en de rok... was mooier int roze xD maar deze kleur is ook mooi!
*nod* Being evil is indeed quite different then being arrogant, so there's nothing to worry about there. As for being happy when you really shouldn't be...well, don't really know about this...the one who wrote the message, which you read, wrote it because he/she wanted to say something, he/she can not predict what kind of emotions that message will unleash in people. If that means you become happy while you read it, then that's your way of dealing with it, there's nothing evil about it, I guess...but then again, I could be totally wrong, human psychology isn't really my strongest point, so I could just be blabbing and all...but this is how I experience it. I hope you can make anything out of it. ^^;

Oh my...that skirt is really cute! And that jacket (Geen idee van de nederlandse vertaling van dat XD;) looks cool! *nod nod nod* And psh, don't worry about materialistic or anything, I mean, you gotta spoil yourself once in a while, right? ^^

By the way, has there been any kind of trouble on Lolitaforum today? I've read some talk about this on shujin-x and all...and when I tried to access the forum, it said that I was banned. When I never even visited the forum before. A bit weird, isn't it? ^^;

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